Tobacco - now there's a word that strikes terror into
my heart. I hate to mention it in public. Smoking is a nasty
habit. Take it from someone who has been hooked for more years than
she cares to think about. I get up every morning feeling like my
chest has caught fire from a forgotten butt, then cough for 30 minutes
(gagging all the while) trying to get my lungs cleared out enough to take
a breath. So why do I smoke? I'm ADDICTED, silly.
There tax funded programs for those unfortunates who
are addicted to alcohol or illicit drugs, but no such help exists for people
like me. My choices are: smoke, or pay exorbitant prices for
cures which seldom work. I recently tried "The Patch." They
WORKED! But I couldn't afford them the second week. It costs
a bit over 30 bucks to buy the patches, and it only costs $22.50 for cigarettes
for the same amount of time. Sounds like a bum deal to me.
So someday when I am rich and famous I will buy some more patches and quit
smoking. Yeah, right.
One more thing. I don't steal to fund my bad habit.
It doesn't make me drive while out of control. I don't break any
laws partaking of my tobacco. So before you condemn me and make me
a social outcast, think about that beer you will stop and drink on your
way home this evening or that joint you will roll and smoke when you get
home.
:)